Falasteen Abdulati mourns her vanished good life as a wedding photographer as she wearily queues day after day for scarce drinking water in a rubble-strewn street in south Gaza, fearing for the future of her children, according to Reuters.

The mother of seven is one of over two million Gazans who struggle to survive in the eighth month of an Israeli siege and invasion, with food, drinking water, medical care and safe shelter hard to find.

“I’m a wedding photographer. Someone like me should be going out and living well and spending money on their children,” Abdulati, 35, said, laboriously filling a few buckets with water from a battered barrel in the city of Khan Younis.

“Our life has (been reduced) to the simplest needs. It is work and exhaustion. Nothing else. The dream that I had as a wedding photographer to open a studio and to get cameras and to make people happy, is lost. My dream is lost.”

She continued: “Every morning we wake up at 7 o’clock and of course the first thing we think about is water,” she said. “We come here and wait in the long queue, just to fill up four buckets with water. Other than that, our shoulders hurt. There are no men to carry it for us. There is no one but us. Women are the ones working these days.”

“The future of my children that I worked tirelessly for is lost. There are no schools (functioning), no education. There is no more comfort in life,” said Abdulati.