It hurts yet it must be recalled that all of our urges and adventures aimed at national glory or people's well-being have been yielding results to the contrary. This tragic irony dates backs to the very first year of independence.
The first jihad, in fact an incursion by tribesmen, to liberate the people of Kashmir petered into plunder but brought the Indian troops into the state which never went back and instead have been multiplying to reach the present strength of half a million or more.
A plebiscite to determine the wishes of the people agreed in the UN after marathon debates in which Pakistan triumphed was overshadowed, in course of time, by a controversy on the withdrawal of troops. The people of Kashmir then gradually sank into torpor which even the armed assistance of 1965 - the second jihad - could not break. In fact they sank deeper into despondency.
The third jihad in aid of the freedom fighters has been sustained longer but met with greater repression. In 14 years of armed struggle 50,000 (by some accounts twice as man) lives have been lost. Also lost, it seems irretrievably, is the right of self-determination.
The fourth jihad launched to expel the Soviets from Afghanistan and then continued to bolster the rule of the Taliban has now changed into war on terror to chase their fleeing remnants. These long, low-intensity warfares on the borders (in whatever terms they might be described through their various phases) combined with the laws enacted by Gen Ziaul Haq have embedded arms, drugs, corruption, vengeance and hate in the body politic of Pakistan. It is no longer the country it was before Ziaul Haq took over.
The fifth and a different variety of jihad now in progress marked by Gen Musharraf's reforms and accountability, referendum and elections has shaken the politics and its representative institutions, bureaucracy and judiciary to their very core. The old systems and norms have been abrogated, when the new ones will take hold, if they ever do, remains uncertain.
A common strain that runs through the diverse and divisive campaigns of the past quarter of a century is the personal ambition outstripping the intelligence of their sponsors and their inability to rein in the destructive forces they released. It is under the burden of this legacy of strife and uncertainty that the present military cum political leadership has been called upon to adopt a new and constructive approach to tackle the fateful issues confronting the country.
The foremost and of immediate concern is the doubt cast on Pakistan government's ability to protect its nuclear technology and stocks from pilferage by its own 'rogue' scientists seduced by the world black marketeers. In a situation that is grave and ominous for the country, the behaviour of the most political and professional elements has been emotional and utterly irresponsible.
The lawyers have been marching on the roads and abstaining from courts on the interrogation of the scientists. One may ask, is it their view of law and justice that any one suspected of committing a crime or, as in this case, betraying a national trust should not be even questioned about it? Or do they want the scientists to be above every law, even of treason? The lawyers by their protest have negated the spirit and purpose of their own vocation.
The former president Rafiq Tarar who has also been a judge of the Supreme Court wants the chief scientist A.Q. Khan to be made president of Pakistan instead of explaining the theft of nuclear drawings and equipment under his custody. Qazi Hussain Ahmad, going a step further, is prepared to condone even if billions were to be found in AQK's foreign bank account for he had made the defence of Pakistan impregnable. No achievement, in whatever light it may be viewed, can provide immunity from the normal process of law.
The reaction of the gentlemen of the bar and politics has been nothing short of frivolous. That the consequences of the nuclear leakage can be very serious for Pakistan later, if not now, when it is no longer conducting the war on terror can be easily gleaned from the intelligence reports and comments in the world media.
A most respected journal, The Economist of London, for instance, surmises that "Putting blame on rogue scientists rather than Pakistan as a rogue proliferator hardly removes the doubts about the security of the country's nuclear-weapons programme... Easier, it seems, to blame the scientists." The journal also notes that the North Korean centrifuges resemble Pakistani designs and Pakistan's warheads fit North Korea's Nordog missiles "like a glove."
The allegation here is on Pakistan as a country and not on its scientists of giving uranium enrichment technology to North Korea in return for missile design. Relenting in the interrogation of the scientists under sentimental appeals or political pressures would only give credence to this allegation.
The people are greatly surprised and saddened that the scientists who were highly paid, empowered and on whom the highest national honours were bestowed should be named by a friendly country (Iran) and International Atomic Energy Agency for trading in the country's atomic secrets. It calls for a fair but rigorous investigation to catch and arraign the culprits.
If found guilty by a court of law they should be not just punished but tarred and fethered - not literally though - for adding to the country's woes in return for the accolades they received. Meanwhile, the ministers whether incharge of security or publicity should keep their mouths shut.
In seeking a solution of the protracted Kashmir dispute the national leaders must muster courage to explain to the people that the current political realities and changed demographic patterns no longer admit of a plebiscite even if by a remote chance India were to agree to it.
Jammu was a Muslim majority province (62 per cent) in 1947, perhaps it is no longer, Gilgit is a part of Pakistan and Ladakh is Buddhist and thus Indian. In the other parts of the state too there have been large shifts of population. The argument on evacuation of the forces which put off the plebiscite time and again i the earlier years will be now more acrimonious and inconclusive when the number on both sides has risen from thousands to a million.
The cardinal feature of today's solution has to be the freedom and safety of the people of Kashmir, the preservation of their culture and the security of Pakistan. A cordial and profitable relationship with India that follows would also be a source of assurance to 140 million Indian Muslims in the face of a rising saffron spectre.
In pursuit of this aim the hawks and nay-sayers have to be ignored for they offer no alternative but war and violence and in that Pakistan has been a loser in the past and can only be a bigger loser in the future despite its obsession with jihad and possession of nuclear weapons.
To defeat the extremists and the backers of the 'rogue' scientists (both seem to be joining forces) and to negotiate with India, the government need the backing of the country's moderate majority.
The representative institutions thrown up by a manipulated electoral process do not voice the view of that majority nor do the shattered bureaucracy and judiciary. If fresh elections are not to be called, which every indication is wouldn't be, Pakistan shall find itself relying more on its military genius rather than on popular will in finding solutions both to extremism and Kashmir.