DEAR DIARY, Today I am writing to the one to whom I promised to be sincere but I broke my commitment. Yes! I admit, I forgot your true love which would never end. The worldly relations seemed so attractive. I preferred them. Once, I chose a wrong path and then I lost myself in it. Darkness surrounded me. I couldn’t find... NO. I didn’t even try to look for the right path. I don’t know how it happened. Why I forgot the reality? The truth?
I admit you gave me signals not once but many a times; you led me to the right path but it was my fault it didn’t matter to me then. You also didn’t care for me you left me on my own to do wrong. I had my own preferences like money which gave me nothing except taking everything from me. My happiness and contentment were stolen.
Yes, I admit my mistakes. I committed these sins. I knew that it was wrong but I did.
DEAR GOD! I know, I promised you that I shall follow your path no matter what the circumstances may be. When you sent me to this world you gave me ... no you still bless me a lot. I have my family, luxurious home and lots more. I know you love me more than my mother. But me, I forgot my promise. I passed my life working so hard for my future but I chose the wrong path. I have now understood that during my whole life I took darkness as the sign of brightness. This was my mistake, I should have asked for your help and should have called upon you but instead I took help from other people.
But now when my examination is over and I have to leave this world, I have understood the reality.